Thursday, March 27, 2008

Life Scripted

I wish there was a script to life. Of course I don't really mean this, but just let me go with this for a minute...

Too many decisions to make. I often wish that I could just flip a few pages ahead and see the outcome. I often overthink everything and that is where this post is coming from today.

I have work woes today. I really love my company and enjoy the ideal of what I'm doing, but there are so many other things that create a mountain of frustration that often seems impossible to climb. I know everyone has issues with their job and I'm trying hard to keep things positive... I'm going to change the subject. No work talk today.

I'm still having problems with my right leg. I went to the doctor and he basically told me it was fine. I'm not so sure it is...but I'm trying to work through it. I'm believing the doctor for now, but if it continues to bother me I will go elsewhere for a second opinion.

I got my haircut yesterday. Not sure why. I guess I just wanted a change. I told myself I was going to grow my hair out. But like with most things in my life...I'm impulsive and of course change my mind. Which again going back to the script, it would have been nice to read a chapter or two ahead and see what was going on. Of course it's just hair...but that is just a metaphor for something else... I guess. Haha.

Okay back to work for me. I'm working for the weekend!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Would you enjoy life as much if someone gave you a script telling what you are to do each day and you are not able to change it? That is one of the things that makes life so enjoyable, being able to be inpulsive and change your mind. Of course, God already knows what is going to happen. I try to pray and ask him for direction, but I'm not always listening when he answers. Like you, though, I would love to know what my future job situation will be like in July? Should I stay or shold I go? You might check with some of your running buddies and see if there is a clinic you could go to and have your leg checked. You're in my prayers. I love you!