So I wanted to quit my job this morning... Came pretty close to putting in my 2 weeks actually. Then I started to think... How are you going to pay your rent? I was proabably about 2 minutes away from quitting.
Today has been a tough day. Everyday you feel like you are searching...just searching for what is right...what will make you happy and excited to get out of bed in the morning. It's definitely not this job.
I need to begin to focus again... Whenever I lose focus for just a few days, I feel like things start to crumble around me. It's almost like the floor begins to fall and you are left teetering on this one piece, not really knowing how to get to the other side.. You want to jump, but you aren't sure you will make it to the other side. It's almost like a bad dream. So you just stand there on that one piece of floor left...scared and searching for a way to get across.
That's kind of how I feel right now... like I'm standing in the middle of the grand canyon on one big rock that lifts high above everything else. Stranded... helpless.
I need to hit the gym and hit the Word tonight. God please be with me through this... give me understanding and clarity to make the right decisions. Give me strengh to fight.
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I've felt that way many times. If you know the workings of your company well, you can try to communicate with those that can make a difference and let them know what is going on. I have been around long enough, if I am not able to make the changes, I pretty well know who can. Have you talked with your boss about changing your work a little or letting you try something else for a short time? Don't let it get to you. Do your best every day and try to make it rewarding to you as you accomplish each step.
You write very well.
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