Wednesday, November 28, 2007

God? Attitude? eBay?

Does anyone really like their job? I find it so hard to be satisfied with my current job. I can't figure out if this is because it's not going along with my Chazown...or if I just need a better attitude. Believe me, I'm thankful that I have a job... but it's tough to have a good attitude when you don't completely enjoy what you are doing. I prayed for a better attitude at work today. There were some things that happened at work that just really put me in a mood that almost ruined my day. The enemy likes to attack you when you are doing well. I had a great day yesterday so... it was time to attack. I was much more prepared this time.

Then I had ordered this item on eBay that is really hard to find and when it arrived today it was completely broken... not even useable. I'm hoping that I get my money back for that.

This morning I thought that God talked to me but I'm not exactly sure... I know that sounds a little crazy. But I can't figure out if it was just me talking to myself or if God was really speaking to me. I've been seriously considering going back to school to get my Master's and be a teacher. I've been praying about this decision and if this is the vision that God is placing on my heart. This morning I was reading Luke and it was talking about Jesus teaching in the synagogues and teaching his disciples. After praying this morning...as I was getting in my car to go to work. I think God was saying over and over again. "Michael, you will teach the generations and be a good teacher just as Jesus was." That's what I heard. It wasn't a loud and audible voice... but simply a voice in my head. But there were two voices. As God was saying "Michael, you will teach the generations and be a good teacher just as Jesus was." the other voice was saying... "Are you sure? Really? Is this God" I just realize that I admitted there were two voices in my head this morning... does that make me crazy? Haha. Maybe!

Well then I'm crazy for the will God has in my life. I'm continuing to pray that he will be very clear and if it was God... I'm hoping to hear from him again.

Let me see how I can tie this all together... Sorry I've got nothing. Haha.

God...Attitude...eBay

Tomorrow is a new day!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I don't think you are crazy. I think that you are doing the best you can to follow the will of God. I personally think you would be a very good teacher. As for the job, I am going through the same thing. I was offered a position as a management trainee, but I would have to take a $1300 pay cut for 8 weeks. I would be paying the company $1300 to teach me something I already know. But I have to go through this step to get back into the Asst. Mgr. position.I am very frustrated and am waiting for the Lord to lead me in the direction he would like me to go. I will continue to pray for you though.I love you!